During these period of time all i wanted to do was always stay with my friends, so i wouldn't think much yes i appreciate everyone of you who always been constantly there for me.
Last week went Taiwan with my family, during this short getaway i really wanted to let go of everything. But you've been constantly contacting me during the first few days and even called me. I thought we are fine and wishing there was glimpse of hope for us to be together again maybe i was so foolish to think that way because you told me you love me every night before you went to bed. But suddenly i didn't receive a text from you for 2 days. After that i realize that was when you met up with her and she even went up to your place. This was the point when i felt so broken, still at taiwan at that moment trying not to burst into tears. Didn't aspect to receive all these from you. Felt so numb of being hurt by you for such a numerous times. What am i to you ? i wasn't a toy for you to play around. Day before you told me you've loved me and now on the other hand...
This was when i told myself no matter how much i've loved you i should leave, because i couldn't take all these much longer. I'm breaking into pieces. Maybe i wasn't giving you enough concern you needed or i wasn't good enough. You blame me for everything but have you ever wondered, during a relationship it consist of both. you could have tell me everything from the very start. You said that i've restrain you. Have you ever think twice about me. what about me, I gave everything up just for you. We've been together for a year and 5 months, it wasn't long nor short. But never did i thought that you would give up on us so easily. Maybe we wasn't meant to be. Nevertheless i sincerely thank you for everything you've did for me in past through those up and down. Treat her right that was all i could say for now.
Alright shall post some picture taken from Taiwan.
